What a day

OMG! That kinda sums up my day.
Getting tickets for THE biggest band in the UK has always been very stressfull. But I normally do quite well, I normally get tickets within like an hour or so. And even for mutiple dates.But this time it was different.
It was a nightmare. Pure hell!
I sat behind my laptop from 10am till 4pm, non stop. And no tickets!!!!! Honestly nothing! As the day went on people around got their tickets and I didn't get anything. I felt soooo sad, disappointed and extremely frustrated!!!
Just after 4 I was able to tear myself away from the laptop and go outside for a bit. My son and I did a bit of shopping as we had to eat some time.
So after we had dinner I went at it again. Still trying to get tickets. They released even more dates. But still no luck. I got very close a few times. Closer then I thought I found out.

I was checking my bank details because I had to pay some bills. I noticed there was a large amount of money taken from my bandaccount via my creditcard. It can only be Take That tickets!!! I have an idea which date and city it is, but I'm not sure. I have never received a confirmation email. Which is quite frustrating. I also have an option to buy some from another girl. So I'm keeping my fingers crossed! I have to be there!
And next week the European tickets will go on sale. Let's keep our fingers crossed for those ones aswell!

I feel quite good. This afternoon I had a moment where the frustration nearly got to me. I was very close to tears. It was sooooo annoying that it just didn't work. I had 5 or 6 ticket websites open and I just didn't get through. But I'm ok now. I feel ok with not doing as many dates as I normally do. I have so many other things coming up that will cost me quite some money aswell.

And I honestly don't feel sad about it. I love the lads. They (especially Mark) will always be my first love. But I have spread my money, passion and time some more. Plus, my son has his Summer vacation during the tour. So I don't feel it's fair to go away for days on end again. Last time I went away for 10 days. I can't do that anymore. Not when he's off from school. This year, I'm taking him with me! He really wants to see it and he's already very excited! So it'll be my son, my bestie and myself going on tour. Not all the dates, but at least one!

Well, time to go to bed I reckon. I'll come back very soon!